AUNT BOBBIE IS MY FAVORITE
ON MY DAD'S SIDE
Shane Allison
Aunt Bobbie put in 16 years at Extended Care.
She gossips with her friend Elenore
on picnic benches during lunch breaks.
They say she’s doing crack again.
She sells television sets and wholesale outfits to gold tooth drug dealers.
She takes care of babies of girls who party all night
with golden boyfriends. Aunt Bobbie doesn’t want to be found.
She doesn’t want anybody to see her this way.
Her sisters have given up, thrown their hands up like white flags.
Her brothers have had enough.
Shawn, her only son, is ashamed and doesn’t want her for a roommate.
Aunt Earline, who creates magic in the kitchen, who makes the best jelly cake,
doesn’t want Aunt Bobbie in the house.
She gave her clothes, soap to wash herself
and three square meals on the good plates
from her china cabinet.
Aunt Alice didn’t have room in her heart for a drug addict grown up.
Bodies pack in every crack and crevice of a three-bedroom house.
Aunt Norris doesn’t trust her.
She could run off with my jewelry and sell it for drugs.
Anyway, my son is coming home from the army and she can’t be here.
“If only you knew how hard she worked,” Mama said.
Aunt Bobbie is my favorite on my dad’s side.
Third cousins talk about her like a legend.
She used to laugh loudly at family reunions.
She used to be pretty.
Will someone help her?
Help her like Uncle Howard,
like Uncle Weed falling down drunk on the living room floor.
Shane Allison
Shane Allison was bit by the writing bug at the age of fourteen. He spent a majority of his high school life shying away in the library behind desk cubicles writing bad love poems about boys he had crushes on. He has since gone on to publish several chapbooks of poetry, Black Fag, Ceiling of Mirrors, Cock and Balls, I Want to Fuck a Redneck, Remembered Men, and Live Nude Guys, as well as four full-length poetry collections, I Remember (Future Tense), Slut Machine (Rebel Satori), Sweet Sweat (Hysterical), and I Want to Eat Chinese Food off Your Ass (Dumpster Fire). He has edited twenty-five anthologies of gay erotica and has written two novels, You’re the One I Want and Harm Done (Simon & Schuster). Allison’s collage work has graced the pages of Shampoo, Unlikely Stories, Pnpplzine.com, Palavar Arts Magazine, Southeast Review, and a plethora of others. He is at work on a new novel and is always at work making a collage here and there.